and the thought creeps in...

.....really tired....end of another set of exams...no more studyin for another 5 months.....but somehow all i can feel is a buzz...i dont know why.....i might be the only odd one out....but xams leave me motivated.....!!... ....no...i am not mad..nor crazy....and i doubt nyone will ever call me a nerd..... ...its jus tat exams take sooo much out of u...in one single week u tackle all of those huge books....so called important notes and watnots but at the end...u still pull through...tats whn the "only if" thought creeps in.....tats whn it leaves u thinkin abt wat could have been...wat would have been....and the doors of possibilites so endless and mindnumbing open up.... ... thats the exact juncture whn u derive all the possible motivation to STUDY.....but surprise! u have none.....and thats whn u start spendin hours makin timetables of decidin how to spend ur holidays...!!.......and whn all this happens.....u know u have arrived............its the summer break!! ...the one which u soooo deserve!...

....cant stop grinnin

hmmm.....never thought i'd take to bloggin....somehow puttin up my personal front on a public domain...always seemed like a weird thought.... But today...i HAD to do somethin different.....had to get over some notions..shake off old cobwebs n get goin....get goin somewhere....n i thought wat better way to begin this journey than to start documentin it....so here i am...writin my very first blog...after loads of speculation n thoughts and after thoughts......hmm...... ..... .... .....( did i get it right,,....is this how u begin??....i dunno nythng...god!!...why do all thngs have to be sooo confusin...:)...) .... ....