and the thought creeps in...

.....really tired....end of another set of exams...no more studyin for another 5 months.....but somehow all i can feel is a buzz...i dont know why.....i might be the only odd one out....but xams leave me motivated.....!!... ....no...i am not mad..nor crazy....and i doubt nyone will ever call me a nerd..... ...its jus tat exams take sooo much out of u...in one single week u tackle all of those huge books....so called important notes and watnots but at the end...u still pull through...tats whn the "only if" thought creeps in.....tats whn it leaves u thinkin abt wat could have been...wat would have been....and the doors of possibilites so endless and mindnumbing open up.... ... thats the exact juncture whn u derive all the possible motivation to STUDY.....but surprise! u have none.....and thats whn u start spendin hours makin timetables of decidin how to spend ur holidays...!!.......and whn all this happens.....u know u have arrived............its the summer break!! ...the one which u soooo deserve!...