Location: Berkeley!
Mood: Content, relived, proud... and yellow (no white lights here!)
Music: ... ... errie silence of the empty dark place learned to call a home and tingling instruments of a wedding party procession on the street...flower children at play!
(there are "two" rainbows !...)
...its raining!!...monsoons are almost ard the corner....yippy!!..and lifes beautiful!.....
The season i sooo love has set in...and oh! my god...with what a bang......it has been thundering the whole day with lightining streaking the very grey sky...a sight to behold...wow!....
I did today wat I love doing the most...walked the hajiali dargah path with waves splashing on either sides...it is one of the most cherished feelings....where nothin else should matter...but this time things had changed...a lot mattered!....I was with a firang uncle of mine.... and the dirty water of our seas...was very embarassing...so was the pityful sight of plethora of beggars alongside the path....I felt bad as an Indian....but more I was ashamed of myself....as a person... a person who has a shelter over her head and more than two square meals a day....it was a terrible feeling ...inequality was staring in my face....and thoughts running through my mind..... "lifes got to be more than all of this".....yes, tats what I kept sayin to myself over and over again......tried my best to convince my heart...though my head had already convinced me soo....I dont know....
I believe lifes beautiful...I hope everyone believes so....I hope I can do my best....and so can all the rest.....
Hmm...pitter patter rain drops........
