the place i call home...

(there are "two" rainbows !...)

...i believe lifes beautiful!.....full of problems...tough questions

difficult answers....but all of it is worth it... for moments like this...

...of oranges and lemons!!

.... i love eating oranges during exams....i dont feel bad spending time peeling the orange...its healthy!!....

....and lemons.....i jus learnt juggling ...with them....

Love is all around me...

I feel it in my fingers I feel in my toes
Love is all around me And so the feeling grows.

It’s written on the wind It’s everywhere I go, oh yes it is
So if you really love me Come on and let it show.

You know I Love You, I always will.
My mind’s made up. By the way that I feel
There’s no beginning There’ll be no end
‘Cause on my love You can depend.

I see your face before me As I lay on my bed
I kinda get to thinking Of all the things you said, oh yes I did
You gave your promise to me And I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me In everything I do, oh yes I do.

Ooh, it’s written in the wind And where I go
So if you really love me Come on and let it show.
Come on and let it show...

Ippy!!....we are two.....and i am soo in love with you... :) ....
Love you for everthing...that you are...you have been...and much much more....
Happy Second Anniversary Together!! .....of many more to cum.... Yay!!
Love ya.....

a few lessons learnt... a few questions asked...

all of us know how to win graciously.....but how many of us really know how to lose graciously...

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...and what matters most....winning....loosin or just being a part...

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... ... and after soo (2) many questions by me....i thnk all of us know, what the answers to them should be....but... do we really KNOW the answers... ...

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... P.S: and i have taken a vow!!... i am not going to touch booze for 6 months starting today... :)

the games we play...

i met a boy today....and he was catching rain drops!! ... under a street lamp...
Yup! ... life is beautiful!!...and i am loving it... :) ...

the world out there....

i have just started working....rather interning....but its going to be a 3 year looong internship....yeah!...thats what you require before you are eligible to appear for a very dificult solicitors exam...but thats not the point....
the point here is....the WORKIN WORLD....yea...it is a different world there all together....much much more complex....
this is a place where....right need not always be the way to go...and wrong need not always be it!...it is a place were your work alone does not matter as much...but the ability to talk your way around does.....
to all those readin this....this is all to be read at exactly its face value....dig no deeper...
...i am jus amused at how differently things work....it is jus a comparision i wish to draw....how things change....perspectives change....so does our defination of right and wrong...
....dunno which one is better....a back and white world.....a sepia tinted one.....or a one with shades of gray...green(jelously)...red(wrath)...yellow(fake smiles)....
...me still figuring which world have i entered...so at the moment i am far from making a choice......

lifes beautiful...

...its raining!!...monsoons are almost ard the corner....yippy!!..and lifes beautiful!.....

The season i sooo love has set in...and oh! my god...with what a bang......it has been thundering the whole day with lightining streaking the very grey sky...a sight to behold...wow!....

I did today wat I love doing the most...walked the hajiali dargah path with waves splashing on either sides...it is one of the most cherished feelings....where nothin else should matter...but this time things had changed...a lot mattered!....I was with a firang uncle of mine.... and the dirty water of our seas...was very embarassing...so was the pityful sight of plethora of beggars alongside the path....I felt bad as an Indian....but more I was ashamed of myself....as a person... a person who has a shelter over her head and more than two square meals a day....it was a terrible feeling ...inequality was staring in my face....and thoughts running through my mind..... "lifes got to be more than all of this".....yes, tats what I kept sayin to myself over and over again......tried my best to convince my heart...though my head had already convinced me soo....I dont know....

I believe lifes beautiful...I hope everyone believes so....I hope I can do my best....and so can all the rest.....

Hmm...pitter patter rain drops........

long ago....

...long ago i wrote a blog...n thn forgot all abt it....nah....didnt forget it....jus got a bit complacent.,.....no....not the rite word.......LAZY!!...yea...... but not any more....back frm a totally refreshin trip.......it was beautiful...nice....and COLD!.....but will write abt it later.....jus a bit bored to do it now.... ha!......

and the thought creeps in...

.....really tired....end of another set of exams...no more studyin for another 5 months.....but somehow all i can feel is a buzz...i dont know why.....i might be the only odd one out....but xams leave me motivated.....!!... ....no...i am not mad..nor crazy....and i doubt nyone will ever call me a nerd..... ...its jus tat exams take sooo much out of u...in one single week u tackle all of those huge books....so called important notes and watnots but at the end...u still pull through...tats whn the "only if" thought creeps in.....tats whn it leaves u thinkin abt wat could have been...wat would have been....and the doors of possibilites so endless and mindnumbing open up.... ... thats the exact juncture whn u derive all the possible motivation to STUDY.....but surprise! u have none.....and thats whn u start spendin hours makin timetables of decidin how to spend ur holidays...!!.......and whn all this happens.....u know u have arrived............its the summer break!! ...the one which u soooo deserve!...

....cant stop grinnin

hmmm.....never thought i'd take to bloggin....somehow puttin up my personal front on a public domain...always seemed like a weird thought.... But today...i HAD to do somethin different.....had to get over some notions..shake off old cobwebs n get goin....get goin somewhere....n i thought wat better way to begin this journey than to start documentin it....so here i am...writin my very first blog...after loads of speculation n thoughts and after thoughts......hmm...... ..... .... .....( did i get it right,,....is this how u begin??....i dunno nythng...god!!...why do all thngs have to be sooo confusin...:)...) .... ....