without punctuations...

...to us!!

2008-11-18T11:16:00.008+09:00

You have become more than just a way of life...can't do without you ...ever! So glad we are inching towards the same time zone...lol!!...
Whoever said you can't have your cake and eat it too!?!...U can have a cake plus an icecream....
I believe in you...in us and in all the great times ahead of us....
Cheers!!
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P.s: "Humko kya lena hai sabse,
tum sey hi sab batein abse,
ban gaye ho tum meri dua..."

Apt # 101!

2008-10-16T14:58:00.003+09:00

sometimes all you need is a good back rub, few chocolate mints, a nice hindi song... and ofcourse!!...friends you can laugh with... :)

Destination: USA

2008-08-24T12:39:00.005+09:00

Location: Berkeley!

Mood: Content, relived, proud... and yellow (no white lights here!)

Music: ... ... errie silence of the empty dark place learned to call a home and tingling instruments of a wedding party procession on the street...flower children at play!

huptue!!

2008-06-04T00:33:00.003+09:00

the birthday boy jus turned a year older.... n my gift for him is a huge calling card!! ...1200 mins of happiness ... :)

true lies!

2008-05-09T01:38:00.001+09:00

sometimes the people you love the most hurt u the most... TRUE! ... ( how i wish it wasnt so!)

a matter of belonging...

2007-12-07T20:50:00.000+09:00

'Sister Act 1'

a lil more mush....

2007-11-17T18:22:00.000+09:00

couldn't help it.. had to rite this today...."aaj nahi toh phir kabhi"...( all my hindi speakin frnds will be proud of me... :0)

...as we turn 3 today...you seem to be a way of life... n i love it!!
someone once told me..."don't ever settle down in love or life.....thats for 'dust' to do... u always rise!"... ...

... can't wait to be spendin more time with you...lots n lots more... i wish... :)

...n congratualtions!...cldn't have done tis without u!....lol!!
muuuaahh!...

right here just for you!...

2007-10-25T20:21:00.000+09:00

Nobody said it was goin to be easy.....but no one warned saying its going to get tough...real tough... but i guess wat matters is that 'i love you!'....we will see through this... ...

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter,
I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you .... ... ...

moving on... moving ahead...

2007-07-29T21:08:00.000+09:00

i hate saying byes....its that sinking feelin you get in your tummy... that maybe next time around....whenever that happens...things will be soo much different....

...and yet i long to travel....to see the world...to make the globe my home....

...but then alas, isnt everyday different...don't decisions we take... bring us on a path opposite to what could have...would have been...

...it all soo yucky to take leave...to have the courage to face the new world...to take in the change...n smile all through out...

hmm....dont know if i am strong enough...dunno if i want to move on....but i do have dreams in my eyes....n i know i must....

... cause the world awaits me!!

by my Joanathan Livingston Seagull....

2007-06-10T02:16:00.000+09:00

what goes around, comes around ...

2007-05-28T11:41:00.000+09:00

thats what friends are for...

2007-04-23T00:41:00.000+09:00

...for driving half way across the town...to pick you up...cause you are jus too lazy to drive yourself...taking you out for an ice cream ( 'king of nutty delight'..:D...tats the one we had...).. on a very crowded sunday evenin....a day before ur exams...cause you are 'oh so very bored!!'... yup!!.... my friend did jus tat...
n not jus that ... he managed to push me back home in a record time of jus 45 mins!!...so that i would study....lol...alas he should have know me better...
thanks a ton!!...u helped... :)

"happy women's day!"...indeed...

2007-03-09T00:18:00.000+09:00

hahaha...the cutest episode ever jus unfolded bfore me......my 5 yr old neighbour...very well aware of her charm...barged in through my main door....to wish me "Happy Women's day!"...n "ohno!"...she didnt jus stop there...she went on and ahead into my dads room and asked him to wish her...hahahaha...
Really....i am jus soo thrilled...that a day has finally arrived where kids are taught to celebrate themselves...i know we have a looong way to go but i am glad i have witnessed for myself a humble strong beginning...cause now i fear not wat will happen tommorrow...i trust our futures secure....proud...and brimming with surprises for all of us... :)
way to go girl.... way to go...

for my Jonathan Livingston Seagull...

2007-01-26T13:08:00.000+09:00

...have any of u ever wanted something sooo much... that u slept... n awoke with jus that thought on your mind...
...i did!....last one month...i was doing precisely that....and for the first time...i wanted something so bad... not for myself but for someone i love...it was a weird feelin....going through the entire cycle of ups n downs...it was difficult to maintain a calm on the outside when their existed a storm within...it was tough...it was difficult...but it was worth it!... :)
... wat goes around comes around...and most importantly...nothing you ever do...put in...goes waste...all u have to do is believe....have faith...and be a Johnathan Seagull...
i write this today for my Johnathan Seagull...who has taught me sooo much .....sooo much about life...about love....about optimism.....and of smiling even in the darkest moments....
i am really proud of u!....
u totally deserve every bit of it!...and as i always say...have fun!..enjoy!!

Happy New Year!!

2007-01-06T01:09:00.000+09:00

ahha!....2006 has just whizzed past.....a year of soo many fantastic memories...a weddiing...a national moot....love!.....interviews...corporate madness...swimming...malaysia....dreams....love yet again....huge long distance phone bills...:)...
its been good!....learnt a lot....after making a thousand mistakes....have no regrets....lifes bliss...
...hmmmm...welcome 2007...5 days over...n got no time to stand n stare....promise my self...this year will be diff.....
i will stand and stare!...hahaha...

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... its all set to begin wid a run!....the mumbai marathon!....run dahlin...run!

the place i call home...

2006-12-12T12:31:00.000+09:00

(there are "two" rainbows !...)

...i believe lifes beautiful!.....full of problems...tough questions

difficult answers....but all of it is worth it... for moments like this...

...of oranges and lemons!!

2006-11-26T22:00:00.000+09:00

.... i love eating oranges during exams....i dont feel bad spending time peeling the orange...its healthy!!....

....and lemons.....i jus learnt juggling ...with them....

Love is all around me...

2006-11-17T15:10:00.000+09:00

I feel it in my fingers I feel in my toes
Love is all around me And so the feeling grows.

It’s written on the wind It’s everywhere I go, oh yes it is
So if you really love me Come on and let it show.

You know I Love You, I always will.
My mind’s made up. By the way that I feel
There’s no beginning There’ll be no end
‘Cause on my love You can depend.

I see your face before me As I lay on my bed
I kinda get to thinking Of all the things you said, oh yes I did
You gave your promise to me And I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me In everything I do, oh yes I do.

Ooh, it’s written in the wind And where I go
So if you really love me Come on and let it show.
Come on and let it show...

Ippy!!....we are two.....and i am soo in love with you... :) ....
Love you for everthing...that you are...you have been...and much much more....
Happy Second Anniversary Together!! .....of many more to cum.... Yay!!
Love ya.....

a few lessons learnt... a few questions asked...

2006-11-13T22:59:00.000+09:00

all of us know how to win graciously.....but how many of us really know how to lose graciously...

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...and what matters most....winning....loosin or just being a part...

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... ... and after soo (2) many questions by me....i thnk all of us know, what the answers to them should be....but... do we really KNOW the answers... ...

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... P.S: and i have taken a vow!!... i am not going to touch booze for 6 months starting today... :)

the games we play...

2006-09-11T01:19:00.000+09:00

i met a boy today....and he was catching rain drops!! ... under a street lamp...
Yup! ... life is beautiful!!...and i am loving it... :) ...

the world out there....

2006-08-07T02:38:00.000+09:00

i have just started working....rather interning....but its going to be a 3 year looong internship....yeah!...thats what you require before you are eligible to appear for a very dificult solicitors exam...but thats not the point....
the point here is....the WORKIN WORLD....yea...it is a different world there all together....much much more complex....
this is a place where....right need not always be the way to go...and wrong need not always be it!...it is a place were your work alone does not matter as much...but the ability to talk your way around does.....
to all those readin this....this is all to be read at exactly its face value....dig no deeper...
...i am jus amused at how differently things work....it is jus a comparision i wish to draw....how things change....perspectives change....so does our defination of right and wrong...
....dunno which one is better....a back and white world.....a sepia tinted one.....or a one with shades of gray...green(jelously)...red(wrath)...yellow(fake smiles)....
...me still figuring which world have i entered...so at the moment i am far from making a choice......

lifes beautiful...

2006-05-31T23:20:00.000+09:00

...its raining!!...monsoons are almost ard the corner....yippy!!..and lifes beautiful!.....

The season i sooo love has set in...and oh! my god...with what a bang......it has been thundering the whole day with lightining streaking the very grey sky...a sight to behold...wow!....

I did today wat I love doing the most...walked the hajiali dargah path with waves splashing on either sides...it is one of the most cherished feelings....where nothin else should matter...but this time things had changed...a lot mattered!....I was with a firang uncle of mine.... and the dirty water of our seas...was very embarassing...so was the pityful sight of plethora of beggars alongside the path....I felt bad as an Indian....but more I was ashamed of myself....as a person... a person who has a shelter over her head and more than two square meals a day....it was a terrible feeling ...inequality was staring in my face....and thoughts running through my mind..... "lifes got to be more than all of this".....yes, tats what I kept sayin to myself over and over again......tried my best to convince my heart...though my head had already convinced me soo....I dont know....

I believe lifes beautiful...I hope everyone believes so....I hope I can do my best....and so can all the rest.....

Hmm...pitter patter rain drops........

long ago....

2006-05-24T14:01:00.000+09:00

...long ago i wrote a blog...n thn forgot all abt it....nah....didnt forget it....jus got a bit complacent.,.....no....not the rite word.......LAZY!!...yea......
but not any more....back frm a totally refreshin trip.......it was beautiful...nice....and COLD!.....but will write abt it later.....jus a bit bored to do it now....
ha!......

and the thought creeps in...

2006-05-02T23:00:00.000+09:00

.....really tired....end of another set of exams...no more studyin for another 5 months.....but somehow all i can feel is a buzz...i dont know why.....i might be the only odd one out....but xams leave me motivated.....!!...

....no...i am not mad..nor crazy....and i doubt nyone will ever call me a nerd.....

...its jus tat exams take sooo much out of u...in one single week u tackle all of those huge books....so called important notes and watnots but at the end...u still pull through...tats whn the "only if" thought creeps in.....tats whn it leaves u thinkin abt wat could have been...wat would have been....and the doors of possibilites so endless and mindnumbing open up....

... thats the exact juncture whn u derive all the possible motivation to STUDY.....but surprise! u have none.....and thats whn u start spendin hours makin timetables of decidin how to spend ur holidays...!!.......and whn all this happens.....u know u have arrived............its the summer break!! ...the one which u soooo deserve!...

....cant stop grinnin

2006-04-30T23:19:00.000+09:00

hmmm.....never thought i'd take to bloggin....somehow puttin up my personal front on a public domain...always seemed like a weird thought....

But today...i HAD to do somethin different.....had to get over some notions..shake off old cobwebs n get goin....get goin somewhere....n i thought wat better way to begin this journey than to start documentin it....so here i am...writin my very first blog...after loads of speculation n thoughts and after thoughts......hmm...... ..... ....

.....( did i get it right,,....is this how u begin??....i dunno nythng...god!!...why do all thngs have to be sooo confusin...:)...) .... ....